Early warning: this may get rambly.
As I sit here in my small home, I'm surrounded by my Grandmother's Ethan Allen furniture from the mid 50's (which was when it was still a subline of Baumritter), I can feel a real connection to my family who have passed away. My grandmother's old AM tube radio in a Spice Chest still works and starts with quietly, warming up slow. 50 years of photographs sit sorted in boxes downstairs that I need to ID people from, lest the one remaining family member die who can tell me who those folks are.
In my curio cabinet I bought in younger days when I was more flush with capital, both my grandfathers portraits reside from WWII. A good conduct medal rests against a combat knife near AAF insignia from his uniform. The family's first phone book from the tiny town they lived in in the 50's is underneath. A tiny metal Sears Tower reminds me of a trip with my lovely wife to Chicago.
The walls are lined with vintage photos of my Grandparents and father, inviting companion pictures when my little one will someday be born. My home is getting sparser, thankfully, as I weed out the junk I don't need, holding onto the inheritance I have from my family which has lasted decades. Nowadays its fun to wheel out the 1959 Kirby which hums like the day it left the factory (rebuilt for her in 1996 for the sum of $15.)
As I leave the house, I grab one of my fedoras which make me feel like an honest to goodness adult among a nation of people who will never grow up. I drive my big American-made Oldsmobile everywhere with pride, especially to Sears, where I once worked, and love to shop still because of its history.
I love the drive to church as my family (wife and I for now) get dressed up, and she's the best looking woman in the place. We go and worship in freedom, where no one comes to tell us our business, and I'm glad for it.
I come home and each night as I put away my clothes and ready for the next day, I always take a look at my Air Force uniform hanging in the closet, waiting for me to take it up again in training and eventual help to our young soldiers in the future.
I'm OK with today. I've got enough of the past to tell me that the tomorrows are gonna be just fine too.
As I sit here in my small home, I'm surrounded by my Grandmother's Ethan Allen furniture from the mid 50's (which was when it was still a subline of Baumritter), I can feel a real connection to my family who have passed away. My grandmother's old AM tube radio in a Spice Chest still works and starts with quietly, warming up slow. 50 years of photographs sit sorted in boxes downstairs that I need to ID people from, lest the one remaining family member die who can tell me who those folks are.
In my curio cabinet I bought in younger days when I was more flush with capital, both my grandfathers portraits reside from WWII. A good conduct medal rests against a combat knife near AAF insignia from his uniform. The family's first phone book from the tiny town they lived in in the 50's is underneath. A tiny metal Sears Tower reminds me of a trip with my lovely wife to Chicago.
The walls are lined with vintage photos of my Grandparents and father, inviting companion pictures when my little one will someday be born. My home is getting sparser, thankfully, as I weed out the junk I don't need, holding onto the inheritance I have from my family which has lasted decades. Nowadays its fun to wheel out the 1959 Kirby which hums like the day it left the factory (rebuilt for her in 1996 for the sum of $15.)
As I leave the house, I grab one of my fedoras which make me feel like an honest to goodness adult among a nation of people who will never grow up. I drive my big American-made Oldsmobile everywhere with pride, especially to Sears, where I once worked, and love to shop still because of its history.
I love the drive to church as my family (wife and I for now) get dressed up, and she's the best looking woman in the place. We go and worship in freedom, where no one comes to tell us our business, and I'm glad for it.
I come home and each night as I put away my clothes and ready for the next day, I always take a look at my Air Force uniform hanging in the closet, waiting for me to take it up again in training and eventual help to our young soldiers in the future.
I'm OK with today. I've got enough of the past to tell me that the tomorrows are gonna be just fine too.